cinnamonalchemy:

These two are Feyman (my thief who spent most of his life in prison falsely accused of murder, and who now owns The Golden Bounty winery) and Tsura (my friend Jonali’s bardess who lost her first love to trolls.)Both of them had amazing emotional journeys in our D&D game this summer, which resulted in pages upon pages of character building side-RP, a 50 page short story on my part, and single-handedly giving my creativity a jolt of life. It was a climb out of darkness for these two, and for me, too, in a way.


Reblogging for the evening because I’m really happy with this! :D

cinnamonalchemy:

These two are Feyman (my thief who spent most of his life in prison falsely accused of murder, and who now owns The Golden Bounty winery) and Tsura (my friend Jonali’s bardess who lost her first love to trolls.)

Both of them had amazing emotional journeys in our D&D game this summer, which resulted in pages upon pages of character building side-RP, a 50 page short story on my part, and single-handedly giving my creativity a jolt of life. It was a climb out of darkness for these two, and for me, too, in a way.

Reblogging for the evening because I’m really happy with this! :D

These two are Feyman (my thief who spent most of his life in prison falsely accused of murder, and who now owns The Golden Bounty winery) and Tsura (my friend Jonali’s bardess who lost her first love to trolls.)Both of them had amazing emotional journeys in our D&D game this summer, which resulted in pages upon pages of character building side-RP, a 50 page short story on my part, and single-handedly giving my creativity a jolt of life. It was a climb out of darkness for these two, and for me, too, in a way.

These two are Feyman (my thief who spent most of his life in prison falsely accused of murder, and who now owns The Golden Bounty winery) and Tsura (my friend Jonali’s bardess who lost her first love to trolls.)

Both of them had amazing emotional journeys in our D&D game this summer, which resulted in pages upon pages of character building side-RP, a 50 page short story on my part, and single-handedly giving my creativity a jolt of life. It was a climb out of darkness for these two, and for me, too, in a way.

Hey, look! I’m trying the ArcheAge beta, and I made Zack into the douchiest elf that ever elf’d. They have a slider to control the pointiness of the nose… slid that alllll the way to the right.

Hey, look! I’m trying the ArcheAge beta, and I made Zack into the douchiest elf that ever elf’d. They have a slider to control the pointiness of the nose… slid that alllll the way to the right.

This summer has been the biggest dose of eye-opening “you can do it” that I could have ever imagined. My creativity exploded in unexpected ways, something that felt INCREDIBLE after so many years of frustration. It was this outpouring of… compounding enlightenment that was… I don’t know. It was like I could BREATHE again. I’m afraid it will leave again now that the summer is over - I don’t want it to. I’m hoping this is an upsurge over this hill I feel I keep climbing and falling back down. 

I didn’t expect it to be writing that would bring me back to life (or maybe I did?) but I NEED to keep this going. SO much support everywhere I look, it’s been overwhelming, unexpected, and… for the first time in a long time, I feel rebuilt. Or, at least like I’m rebuilding, finally. I only hope this keeps blossoming outward so that I can let this flow into my artwork, as well.

I realize a lot of the time I talk about how frustrated and sad I am, so I just wanted to share some joy. I’m amazed, I feel lucky, I’m fueled….

I’m happy.

Really needed me some Peter Quill on my dash today.

Really needed me some Peter Quill on my dash today.

When you pour your creative soul into a D&D character and write a 50 page back story and spend days writing pages and pages of side RP and actually draw some pictures and feel your creative self reigniting only to have certain party decisions go sideways and then watching your personal campaign goal get flushed down the toilet….

*TABLE FLIP*

anndr:

personal work

anndr:

personal work

My D&D character is sad because we had a party death, and it was his best friend. :(

My D&D character is sad because we had a party death, and it was his best friend. :(

That moment when your dive animation gets stuck and you become a beautiful ballerina…

My friend and I got on top of THE pipe in Dry Top. You know the one.

catfromwonder:

Matt Rockefeller